Pigeonhole

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Recent time has made me witness a roller coaster ride of emotions, not just mine but also of people around me. The only thing I get to understand is Life is Fucked up and confusing. Urfcoz life love to fuck with us. I got to understand the feeling when I was really young but I can only find perfect words for it when my vocabulary included some adult words. Major decisions and situations of our lives are in control of something else. What to blame us for? when we are just reacting most of the time.

Humans are nothing but practical emotional fools. We all want the same thing which is fewer problems, straight thinking and Yes Good Food. Everything else is a means to it.

It's hard the feelings, emotions, mind, heart, friendship and most importantly the Love.

We all have some dark secrets, sides which nobody knows and mistakes we never want to commit.

We all live in dilemma for most of our lives, it starts from the time we are born.

Which school? which subject? which sport? Girlfriend? friendship? love? career? passion? liking? dislikings? thoughts? ideologies? movies? songs? and what not?. Then the phrase " I don't know" comes to our rescue which ends the story and we keep doing anything and everything for the sake of we just got one life

As a human, I understood sometimes how complicated we behave emotionally. All our life we spend dreaming about the job we want to do and then when we start doing it, we feel a need to quit or whole our life we dream about being together with that one person we like and when you actually get together you don't want that?

The only difference between complicated and sorted is the difference between What we want to do? and What we think we should do? Here lies the difference, there is a voice right inside us which tells us everything in every situation? But we get puzzled between what lies in our external.

Life gets easier when we know who we are and fully accept ourselves like that with all the flaws, imperfections, past, mistakes and perfect. As there will be a day when you will see clear and everything around you will tell you who you are? Who you were? and then there will be no looking back. Your life will feel yours. Make yourself free of every guilt and hate. For what you have done was the outcome of a situation

The only thing we all keep looking is always our " No matter what" person, we just keep looking for that one no matter what. When we will find that one everything else will actually don't matter. I don't know how true I am for everyone but this is how right thing sounds you will feel the more of You, you have ever felt and you will feel the most of someone in you at the same time.

Oh! Yeah, most of you will be thinking why the title pigeonhole. I don't know. (Google)